June 2010
35 posts
It had to be said, My friend...
We have become really close over the past few months and I really appreciate everything you have done for me! You have been there through pretty much everything. You know my deepest secrets, some of which I found hard to tell my best of friends… You know just what to say to make me smile, you take care of me and don’t act all uncomfortable when I’m crying on your shoulder. You...
Jun 25th
Alejandro...
Last night, I was lying in bed texting my friend Alejandro, when ‘Alejandro’ by Lady Ga Ga came on the radio. Subsequently, I now not only have that song stuck in my head 24/7, but I can’t talk to Alejandro without thinking how he is ‘Hot like Mexico’… I MEH in your general direction Ga Ga… :)
Jun 25th
Jun 24th
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Hey there Sir. you win some you loose some... A...
Congratulations, my dear friend,  You got what you heart longed for, I’m glad that I could help you two,  to finally level the score. - No one ever really wins,  when it comes down to the love of the heart,  as you start your reckless abandon, right from the very start. - I hope you stay on this high, as I have no hope, it’s true, so if only the one of us can be happy, I...
Jun 23rd
Jun 22nd
So, if it doesn't buy you happiness, what does?......
People are not happy with money, Any gift they get from above, I am content with what I have right now, All I want is that feeling of love. - I’d think if I found at man,  We’d honeymoon in Germany, He would stare deeply into my eye’s, just to share how much he loved me. - We’d have a special day each week,  where we’d talk and chill out together, ...
Jun 22nd
Jun 21st
A nerdy kind of love... A poem...
I want a nerdy kind of love,  where we can laugh about the things, that appear in box office si fi’s,  And films like Lord of the rings. - Some one to be geeky with, where we could sit and chat for hours, about why digimon was rubbish, and why bulbasor had flowers. - We’d hum along with the theme songs,  and talk of the trogen horse, then contemplate in which ways we, ...
Jun 21st
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“Imagine, If we could be perfect..”
Jun 21st
It just doesn't feel right...
…To just sit around all day, doing nothing, and having no work to do. I don’t know what I will do with my summer, I want to travel but I have nothing but my legs to take me places. I just wanted to be free, but what’s the use being free when you have no where to run to? 
Jun 21st
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Leah…..you didn’t log off, i will do it for you Gem xxx <3
Jun 18th
Jun 16th
Some people...
Some people touch our lives in such a way that, having known them, we shall never be the same… When you find that person you will know it straight away as it may hit you in the face. For me, it was exactly that! I was hit in the face, but not by her, but by the swing ball we where playing with.. :) She is a gem <3
Jun 16th
I don't get angry, Just sensitive... A Poem...
I’m listening to music, talking to my best friends and it’s a beautiful day outside, no school for the rest of the day, the tiniest bit of course work to finish and everything is going to be okay! Yet I still managed to cry! Well, I don’t really know what the point of this is, but I thought I would I write a poem for you as Katie has gone to buy sausage rolls… I...
Jun 16th
There's no one there's no one...
Being bored and at home with a laptop I decided to see if I could do some thing useful..I learnt the song ‘there’s no one there’s no one like jesus’ in dutch :) Er is niemand er is niemand zoals Jezus Er is niemand er is niemand zoals Jezus Er is niemand er is niemand zoals Jezus er is niemand is er niemand zoals hij Ik loop ik loop hier en daar Ik zoek Ik zoek hier en daar...
Jun 15th
Nobodies fool... A Poem for my Best friend...
I type this as your wrapped up, In my blanket that you stole, I know that if you weren’t here, My heart would not be whole. You are my best friend darling,  your so Beautiful you see,  Ever since I have known you,  I feel free to just be me. Baby, Your my star,  your the reason I’m still sain,  Reading through those old messages, brings happy memories again. You have shared...
Jun 11th
“I’m here to support them for NOWWWWWW!!”
– Funny man on the football T.V.
Jun 11th
“I don’t want to have to write about Guardigans!”
– Gemma ‘that’s-how-I-roll’ Jarvis…
Jun 11th
Woah...
I’m sitting in my living room with two of my best friends, but I can’t help but feel down. I love them to pieces and I am so happy that I have them! They are so amazing and they are always there for me and for that I am happy I have them :D These two women are so beautiful, but I feel obsolete. They are so gorgeous and amazing women of god, people find them so attractive and fun to be...
Jun 11th
Looking Forward...
After I sat my Science exam, knowing I needed to get a B in order to pass my exam to do biology next year, I realised I am not going to get the right grades. It was just too hard! I decided to then set about discovering what I wish to do in the future! At University and Beyond! As I sit here, browsing the DMU course page of the website, I can’t help but think “I can’t do this,...
Jun 9th
My haven... A Poem...
My Haven is a special place, where you will always be, I know that with just your touch, I will be set free. You don’t notice my sly glances, And for that im rather glad,  Otherwise you may think that, I am simply mad! I try to make conversation, and I guess that goes okay, But when I come to respond to you, You’ve taken my breath away! So as I sit here tonight, as the day...
Jun 8th
Today made me realise...
Today made me realise just how much I miss Shrewsbury. I guess, I’ve always missed it, ever since I left, but in english today, having to do that piece of writing, It reminded me of everything there and how much I missed it… :(  They say that home is where the heart is… But I am not sure as to where that is…
Jun 8th
Are those bags under your eyes or suitcases?... A...
Well hey, ho, congratulations! You noticed I am crying, Great, Now just sit and stare back at yourself,  There’s no hurry, so you should wait. Someone’ll be in in a moment,  for some odd reason or another, They’ve seen you cry hundreds before, but usually at the hand of a brother. You didn’t have to point it out, That my face is red and puffy, I should only be...
Jun 4th
Eric...
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven? Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven? I must be strong, And carry on, But I know, I don’t belong here in heaven… This song is amazing and speaks to me on so many levels, especially at this moment in time. Thanks Clappy :)
Jun 4th
I wish it was optional to love you... A Poem...
Are you just an illusion, my precious one? You seem so perfect, you see, We are on the same wave length, love,  Oh, please say you agree? You seem to insult me a lot, my love,  In a informal state of way, And every time your around me,  There’s just 3 words I wish to say. You can leave me to love alone, my dear,  But there is only so much I can take,  The longer I leave this...
Jun 4th
Oh! How I Hate Waiting...
After sitting outside in my garden for an hour or so,  I was too tired of waiting for a tan, a burn, or even just a slight discolouration of my skin to show that there was even a remote possibility of changing colour, no matter if it was just a burn. I never realised how impatient I could be! I couldn’t even sit outside in this not so glorious weather (Im not a fan of the heat) and wait for...
Jun 4th
Home is where the inevitable seems so much more...
I left there, early September, To seek life in a city out east, The further away from home I got, the more the sickness increased. Death lingered under my hat,  And pain waited by my side, A strange man thought he take a stab, at diminishing my pride. It’s safe to say he succeed,  but I found my faith in that place,  I stood up to that creature that hurt me, and stared him right...
Jun 2nd
You know who your true friends are...
When you lie awake at night crying, thinking everything is going wrong, but you know that you can pick up the phone, no matter what time it is, and they will be on the other end wanting to listen. I have never noticed how fortunate I am to have been graced by god in such a way that I have such amazing friends around me. Just the wonder and impact that they have made in my life already is so...
Jun 2nd
Jun 2nd
Jun 2nd
Bryan Adams...
She’s only happy when she’s dancing is an amazing song! It’s as if Bryan wrote it for me… I find it hard to be happy sometimes and just listening to music and dancing around while no one is watching is so much fun! It really does make me feel better!  I urge you, If you are not in the best of moods, slap on some old school records and dance like no one’s watching,...
Jun 2nd
“We’re all in the mood for a melody”
– Piano Man - Billy Joel
Jun 2nd
Jun 2nd
“You say go slow, I fall behind, the drum beats out of time, If you’re...”
– Time after Time - Cyndi Lauper/Quiet Drive
Jun 2nd
There is a difference...
There is a difference between love and LOVE!  Love is the way you love a friend, an inanimate object, or even a television Programme. It can end up more as an obsession. It has a limit, you can’t really love someone or something so much, that you want to spend all of your time, money and effort on that relationship. Where as, LOVE! is much more than that! It’s a feeling of belonging,...
Jun 2nd